Unbearable Suffering: My Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my one eye. Then came rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

This condition typically begin with severe pain behind one eye that lasts for three hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.

Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.

Ancient medical records suggest bizarre treatments for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only formally recognised by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition note this.

In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.

Official guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.

But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.

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